The Perplexity of a Scorching Mind

                                                      

Thinking, in fact over thinking has become part of my daily regime. The randomness of these thoughts have kept me going all this while. I used to laugh it at the fact that why all this silliness? But over a period of time I have started enjoying it. Enjoying to an extent that it has become my obsession! Is it good or bad? Well to that I guess I will get an answer to as years pass by. But at present the only thing that matters to me is the amount of pleasure I get while sitting and just thinking.
Thinking about 'what' is the question now! haha, well we will see that as we proceed. But as I mentioned thinking does give me that insane amount of pleasure which for me is difficult to describe in words. I love that thought, that smooth breeze of freshness it brings along while creating a castle of my own dreams. The castle which is created solely by me right from its foundation to creating its surroundings and is located just a blink of an imagination away. The place whose creation and destruction solely depends upon me.
The inception of this article is the outcome of the frustration of idleness which in turn is lead me to think, think and think more in turn making this as my habit!
In past few days I have been contemplating on a thought that how aimless and purposeless life I am living right now. These are one of those days when the monotonousness of your daily routine takes a toll over you and “you good for nothing” feeling floats across your minds all day long. The sleepiness during the working hours amongst those thousand soles just makes me feel gloomy.
Sigh! How much I love running away from this real world and walk into that world of imagination. Lately while pondering about purpose of life I figured that I am adamant and determined that I don’t want the road map of my entire life to be set on this road. That there is some larger purpose of this existence apart from following this repetitiveness.
To break the rules and go ahead with this idea I listed down 10 things which I want to do before I turn 30. To give this repetitiveness a new direction I hope that I get through that list successfully!
And yes that list is definitely got to be my next post. *giggles*

Dil toh abhi bhi Bacha hai ji :P

Mujhe kehti thi tumhari vo halki c hassi is tarah kuch ishare se,
jeene k liye mksadd ki zaroort nahi hai mujhe ,
bss tumhari aatah he zindagi mein , zindagi beetane ko kafi hai.

Vo aankhon k kono se jo roshni thi,
 mujhe tumhari taraf kuch is kadar hai khenchti ,
oss ki vo boond jaise subah mein ptte pe hai chamkti. 

Some books just set you FREE !

Some books just set you FREE !

The pleasant sound of breeze from the window next to my bed gives a light, happy feeling and inspires me to write something. So here are my thoughts put into words. 

Recently,  I came across a quote “A good book is an event in your life”. The moment I read it a big smile spread across my face. I whole heartedly agree with the statement .I  Am reading “Shantaram” these days and I am just thrilled by the experience it is taking me through. I honestly feel  and I am pretty sure you will agree with me as well that books , especially a good book plays a very important role in building your  mindset  and changes your perception towards  life giving it new dimensions. Shantaram definitely is one of those books that will not only show  you a new light but also a great amount of connectivity while you read and re read it.

The list of books I have read is not  very long. The first complete book I read was “Five points someone” by Chetan Bhagat and since then I have started reading books like they are just part of me. Whatever I have read have molded me as a person I am today. My taste is definitely changed a lot from the FPS times but I feel very happy and relaxed about the kind of addiction it has given me.

One of the important books that still have a great impact on me is Paulo Coelho’s Like the flowing River. I sincerely believe that people who are not into reading are missing out on something. It is one thing that keeps you sane in this insane world.

A book inspires me and fills me with the confidence to face the world and do things my way. They give words to my wandering thoughts. As someone rightly said “With my eyes closed, I would touch the familiar book and draw its fragrance deep inside me. This was enough to make me happy.”

Inside Reflections

A piece of poetry i came across while sitting idle in office that really said something that at times am not able to put in words. Here it goes..
HAPPY READING :)



Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

Here i m

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong



Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true



Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me