Thinking, in fact
over thinking has become part of my daily regime. The randomness of these
thoughts have kept me going all this while. I used to laugh it at the fact that
why all this silliness? But over a period of time I have started enjoying it. Enjoying
to an extent that it has become my obsession! Is it good or bad? Well
to that I guess I will get an answer to as years pass by. But at present the only thing
that matters to me is the amount of pleasure I get while sitting and just
thinking.
Thinking about 'what' is the question now! haha, well we will see that as we proceed. But as I mentioned thinking does give me that insane amount of pleasure which for me is difficult to describe in words. I love that thought, that smooth breeze of freshness it brings along while creating a castle of my own dreams. The castle which is created solely by me right from its foundation to creating its surroundings and is located just a blink of an imagination away. The place whose creation and destruction solely depends upon me.
The inception of this article is the outcome of the frustration of idleness which in turn is lead me to think, think and think more in turn making this as my habit!
In past few days I have been contemplating on a thought that how aimless and purposeless life I am living right now. These are one of those days when the monotonousness of your daily routine takes a toll over you and “you good for nothing” feeling floats across your minds all day long. The sleepiness during the working hours amongst those thousand soles just makes me feel gloomy.
Sigh! How much I love running away from this real world and walk into that world of imagination. Lately while pondering about purpose of life I figured that I am adamant and determined that I don’t want the road map of my entire life to be set on this road. That there is some larger purpose of this existence apart from following this repetitiveness.
To break the rules and go ahead with this idea I listed down 10 things which I want to do before I turn 30. To give this repetitiveness a new direction I hope that I get through that list successfully!
And yes that list is definitely got to be my next post. *giggles*
Thinking about 'what' is the question now! haha, well we will see that as we proceed. But as I mentioned thinking does give me that insane amount of pleasure which for me is difficult to describe in words. I love that thought, that smooth breeze of freshness it brings along while creating a castle of my own dreams. The castle which is created solely by me right from its foundation to creating its surroundings and is located just a blink of an imagination away. The place whose creation and destruction solely depends upon me.
The inception of this article is the outcome of the frustration of idleness which in turn is lead me to think, think and think more in turn making this as my habit!
In past few days I have been contemplating on a thought that how aimless and purposeless life I am living right now. These are one of those days when the monotonousness of your daily routine takes a toll over you and “you good for nothing” feeling floats across your minds all day long. The sleepiness during the working hours amongst those thousand soles just makes me feel gloomy.
Sigh! How much I love running away from this real world and walk into that world of imagination. Lately while pondering about purpose of life I figured that I am adamant and determined that I don’t want the road map of my entire life to be set on this road. That there is some larger purpose of this existence apart from following this repetitiveness.
To break the rules and go ahead with this idea I listed down 10 things which I want to do before I turn 30. To give this repetitiveness a new direction I hope that I get through that list successfully!
And yes that list is definitely got to be my next post. *giggles*
